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THIS GIRL.
colour my life.

Love me like i love you ♥
Ling.
seventeen.o9.nineteen-nintytwo.
Swiss.
Virgo.
Swiss Winds.
Cornetist.
SIMPLE. yet EXTRAORDINARY
love happyDAYS.



MY WORDS.

MY FOND MEMORIES.
Can i travel back in time?

September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008

MY LOVES.
Where's my love?

<3 Amalina
<3 Amethyst
<3 Charman
<3 CTWINDS
<3 Dama
<3 Darrin CTWINDS
<3 Evangeline
<3 Hosin
<3 HoSung
<3 HuiQi
<3 Jewel
<3 June
<3 Kaiitiing
<3 Kenneth
<3 LiPing
<3 LiQi
<3 LiuQing
<3 LiXian
<3 Lynette
<3 Madelyn
<3 Madeline
<3 Melvin CTWINDS
<3 MinJiang
<3 MingZhou
<3 Natassia
<3 Nicholas
<3 Piriya
<3 Rebecca
<3 RuiXiong
<3 Ruohan YTWO BM
<3 SaiFul
<3 Sandra ZWINDS BM
<3 Sheena
<3 Sherman
<3 Theodoros
<3 Tiangy
<3 Tingyong
<3 WanQing
<3 XinXin
<3 Xueer
<3 Yvonne ZWINDS DM
<3 ZhiMing
<3 ZWINDS


MY GRATITUDES.
thank you my love.

Designed by: shui min
Base codes: flore scent
Images: 01 02 03

Wednesday, November 29, 2006
10:26 PM

hmm.. long time didnt update le..
dunno why.. had no mood to update blog..
but since i am free now.. den i shall do a short one..

24/11
had open hse rehearsal..
slacking all the waY

25/11
had the open hse thing..
march luk siao
but very happy todae =)

26/11
slept till very late..
was ROTTING at home..

27/11
went out with xl dawn ws june shann
si4 da4 tian1 wang2 and 3 little pigs..
try out clothes and went walk walk..
went to library to borrow books and chat..

TODAY IS A NO SPECS DAY. for me.

28/11
have band todae..
slacking during band..
got our syf piece...
and got scolded.. =((
for some reasons...

29/11
went to ytwo..
was playing around with
joan derry chinkit big nic brent roy madelyn..
had fun todae..
but was wasting time the whole morning..
playing cheat and blackjack.. heart attack also..
den celebrate mr chew's bdae afternoon..
den went to their band rm to listen to nonami teaching..
i learnt a new skill which might benefit the cornet!! XD


I WILL MISS YOU.


Thursday, November 23, 2006
9:15 PM

OMG!!!

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW!! ><

EVERYTHING IS IN A MESS...

THINGS HAVE GONE OUT OF HANDS?

I DUNNO.





PLS BELIEVE ME.


12:27 AM

For the time when
we're apart,
I want you to keep me in your heart
and in your mind.

Just quietly close your eyes once in a while
and imagine me here, smiling and thinking
such thankful thoughts of you.

For I spent so many quiet moments
of my own
thinking how much i miss you,
and how hard it is to be apart,

and how wonderful it is
that you're always with me,
warm and cherished...
here in my heart.

- Adrian Rogers


another poem...
I wanna tell u...


Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:36 PM

YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME.

I've brought u to my insecurities
and laid them carefully around you,
hoping that you would deal with them gently.
You stood beside me
when so many have walked away.
You sheltered me
with affection and i felt more secure.
You did not treat me
with insignificance,
but you showed me a brighter side,
and helped me make corrections along the way.
You hold a vital role in my life,
and I wanted you to know.
There are so many times when I forget
to tell you just how important
you are to me.

-Sherrie L. Householder


i jus want everyone to be happy...
i really dunno wat to do now,
I'M CONFUSED


Monday, November 20, 2006
8:58 PM

I don't ever want us to let go
of each other.
Maybe our path will go
in separate directions,
but that won't change the bond
we share and what's in our hearts.

No matter where I am
or what i am doing,
when you come to my mind
a smile comes on to my face
and a warmth settles in my heart.

The day you and I met
will always be cherished.
We've grown together,
done alot together,
and no matter what,
we always let each other know
that we do love and care
about each other.
You are more than just
a friend to me.

I often struggle to say how i feel,
but I hope we never let go
of what we share,
because whether it's across the miles
or just a short distance,
you are and will always be
a part of my life and me.

- Betsy Gurganus


Saturday, November 18, 2006
7:33 PM

me and dawniied
me and pei.. lin(G)
me and martin.. 2e5'o6 moniter monitress forever!!
K with J
K with E
K with W
K with S
Me and dawniied again!!!

me and xueeR

xueli and me
4ever frenz
2e5 HAPPY FAMILY!
always together...

hmm.. nth to post todae.. so post pixz!! ENJOY!!


love ya...


Friday, November 17, 2006
12:32 AM

hmmm.. woke up quite early today... I mean ytd.. had my breakfast of only a slice of bread and nth... den watch tv.. got ready to go to lot 1 to meet with ws... den we 2 went walking around and around.. doing nth... den at abt 1.. met up with dawn joan mart and jer... went to eat lunch at foodcourt.. i have no appetite.. so i didnt eat.. but helped them to buy bubbletea.. i am a KIND SOUL XD... haha.. fine.. den we went walking ard the place again.. joan ws and dawn actually wanted to take np.. but i have no money and the guys also dun wan.. so didnt take... den joan need to go off for her church thing at 3.. den met up with ws de jie mei... den continue to walked ard.. den mart wanna find jacket... so helped him find.. but to no avail... kies.. so we went to mac and chat.. the usual place.. the usual things we do.. and the usual thing ty will buy.. sundae.. ok.. den sit down and chat.. and i am feeling super unwell.. maybe cos of the bubbletea.. my head is killing me... den rest for a while den got better.. hmm.. den i went o buy milkshake.. yum... dun ty and jer going off... den me mart dawn and ws continue talking... at abt 530.. ws went off... but she came back.. cos she didnt take her $2!! lol.. haha.. ok.. den left me dawn and mart.. den we went walk walk.. kies.. den they hide my fone.. den make me so worried.. thinking that i lost my fone... fine.. den in the end they still return me my fone.. okie.. den abt 610.. we went home.. my dad is earlier than me lor.. almost kanna scolded.. lucky he is in a gd mood.. den shower le... use the com.. go online and chat till now den decided to post entry.. =P

hmm.. had band performance ltr.. gonna sleep early!!

i confronted.
but i messed up ur life.
i messed up everyone's life.
will there be luk fairytales?
with all those fake happy endings?




Wednesday, November 15, 2006
12:24 PM

hmm... woke up quite early today.. at 810... ate my breakfast den on e computer... hmm... decided to change blogskin that i found a few daes ago... cos i am really bored... hmm... den nth to do... haiz.. shld have section outing de... but i dont feel well... so didnt go... finally done my new blogskin.. =D... den put new songs.... quite nice... the lyrics very touching... hmm... den now findin songs... haiz.. really bored when u are sick at hm... haiz.. nth to write also.. haiz... nev mind.. a short post for today...


*should i just give up?___


Tuesday, November 14, 2006
10:23 PM

HAPPY BDAY TO XUELI!!

TURN 4TEEN LE!!!

MUST JIAYOU IN UR STUDIES WOR!!!


hmm... went ferr badminton with them again... haha... very tired.. but still went... den reached cck mrt... saw xl mq n hx... so waited.. and DAWN CAME EARLY!! yeah... finally?? lol... den mart came limping =(... den wq came... waited for nigel cos he went hm to get his badminton racket... kies.. den went to cck stadium.. den started playing... but i didnt play.. cos i am jus too tired after my one dae camp at amoy quee camp site... den they 7 ppl shared a court.. haha.. den i was sleeping... half awake.. den played till one.. they go and changed den we went to lot one and eat.. and the guys continued playing.. went long john... den l8r we went cck park to celebrate xl's bdae.. cut the cake for them.. and i accidentally drop a piece of cake.. so sorry xl... den finished le we walked back to lot 1... the other gurls except for me and ws walked very fast... so me ws and the guys walked slowly... kie... reached lot 1 le.. the guys wanna go mac and chat... den the gurls wanna go hm..; so me and dawn stucked... but in the end me and dawn still go mac... den we sit down there and the guys chat abt their bb stuffs.. of course got abt others lah.. stayed there and rot till 6... but dragged until 615.. den we go hm.. den left mart alone... haha.. and he complained that we pang seh him... haha.. but no choice.. mus go hm... reached hm le... lucky my dad not hm yet.. =)

no band todae.. so i slept to 10 am!! =D


Sunday, November 12, 2006
7:38 PM

had band ytd morning... and i am late ferr band.. XD.. woke up at 735... lol.. den quickly got myself ready... was luk rushing here and there... everything is in such a mess.. omg.. first time i am so late ferr band lor... haha.. but den i still reached skool at abt.. 815?? saw mr chew cuming... so quickly run to band room... den they jus started taking warm-ups... -.-... fine.. den take the usual things.. alpha and some pieces... den band end le the buglers need to play last post and rouse to mr chew... hmm.. not bad... den done le we bring our instruments to drey hse for safe keeping.. haha.. den they went to have lunch den i go home... cos i haven prepare anything... lol... reach hm.. had my lunch b4 i prepared all those stuff... iron my clothes... den had my shower... went to drey hse at abt 530... reached at 6... saw andy and edwin.. den azimah and dama... den went up to drey hse and get our instruments.. went to mama shop there to meet the others... den mr seng also here.. den me and drey go and buy some tidbits... den saiful and andy go and buy prata for us... ok.. den everyone reached le den went to amoy quee camp... talked alot to joce and jeremy on the bus... reached le den got our stuffs into our bunk and took our instrument to the learning hut.. den also eat our prata there.. den after that practised our last post den we went back to our bunk... went to our bunk and started playing poker cards... played indian poker.. murderer and heart attack.. very fun.. den abt 1 plus den we wanted to sleep.. so off the lights.. den azimah and nat were scaring themselves lah.. said that there's a shadow den kept screaming.. fine.. den we woke up and talk awhile.. abt 2 plus den go back to sleep..

woke up at 430 this morning and got ready to had our breakfast... fall in first.. den had our breakfast.. den got ready to our destination.. everyone went to kranji war memorior first.. den ltr my grp is going to kent ridge there.. den mr wee and our skool npcc also there.. o.O.. den the person gave the speech le den we started playing last post... but didnt play rouse.. haha.. den they sent us to the nearest mrt... den took mrt to woodlands to meet the others at mac.. den bought our food.. eat while waiting for the rest to come.. ok.. den all here.. sit there till abt 12 plus.. den we went to joce hse to play... den we played murderer.. heart attack and cheat.. so fun!! but didnt finished playing cheat.. cos need to go hm le.. took bus home den use the com.. den now blogging lor... tmr playing badminton.. =)..

*i do love you___


Friday, November 10, 2006
3:26 PM

long time didnt update my blog le.. haha...

8/11
HAPPY BDAE TO MY BEST FREN SHU QI!!
wanna go out with her de.. but she got cca..-.-
so went to dawniied hse... which is very near my hse.. but b4 i went to her hse.. i got a fone call frm skool.. kinda scary huh?? but they called to informed me that.. my appeal is successful!! yeah!! den dun wanna tell joan they all.. cos i wan to gif them a surprise.. den ws called me n ask whether the skool called me anot.. haha.. she appealed successfully to art! nice one... haha... den got my roller blades and went to dawn hse... i am the first one to go to her hse... =).. den nth to do.. me dawn and her sis started to watch goong last episode... l8r xl came... den xl saw my roller blade and wanted to play.. ok.. den i still watching goong... den finished le... me xl dawn and her sis started to play uno... though is a little boring.. and i am the 3rd one to play finished.. fine.. den dawn need to bring her sister to skool.. so me and xl stayed at dawn's hse and watch tv... kinda boring... den dawn came back... den we talk talk a while den kel ws and joan called.. and ask where is dawn hse.. wanna play some games with them but in the end.. they still noe the place... den me dawn and xl wanna go eat lunch.. den kel also tag along... so the other stayed at dawn hse.. den saw mart nigel hx and ty while walking towards fajar mac... den we act as if we didnt saw them.. haha... den they also went to mac and eat lunch.. den we also act didnt saw them.. lol... den xl the nice nice gurl.. used her points to treat me mac chicken!! and also treat the 4 of us mac nuggets... =)... haha... kel kept turning back and looked at mart and gang.. luk he is in love with one of them.. lol.. haha.. den we call him to get the no frm 'em...haha.. though he has all.. haha.. den he walked to them and talk a while... and me dawn and xl were laughing non stop.. haha... ok.. den we 3 went walking around... den i saw my cuzzie... haha.. bian4 shuai4 le... haha.. den went to buy the bubble tea.. omg!! is damn sweet lah.. drink le feel luk vomiting out.. and the pearl is so yucky!! i will nev' buy it frm there animore... den went back to dawn's hse... den they all started playing "find dawn's hse storeroom game".. haha.. cos dawn's hse storeroom is inside a bedroom one... den very difficult to find... haha.. den i dun care le.. we started to play uno stacko.. haha.. den fell many times.. ok.. den we started plaing cheat using poker cards.. haha... i didnt lose.. yeah.. den they started playing uno cards... and they are taking such a long time lah.. okay.. and the game finally finished.. ok.. den went down to play roller blade.. and the guys go and play their basketball.. i long time didnt skate le.. den now i skate very slow.. and fell once... haiz.. ok.. den ws started playing roller blade.. haiz.. she has no balancing.. fine.. den ty dunno why very gd.. treated us ice cream!! haha.. ok.. den we sit down near the basketball court and started eating our ice cream... den the ball rolled doen to the grass quite alot of times.. den mart go and get it.. and his leg got mud!! hahaz.. den they called ws to take another time.. but she didnt kanna mud... ok.. den they bought drinks.. and we went to the fitness corner.. started to take pics and they started to play the roller blade.. haha.. and they fell many times.. ok.. den already very late le den they still dun wanna go hm.. somemore mart is wearing my roller blade.. ok.. so me and mart walked first.. den they followed.. haha.. cos mart still wanna skate.. so he and hx can sae.. sort of walked me hm... ok.. den mart fell down abt.. 3times.. haiz.. ask him not to skate on slope and skate so fast he dun listen.. that's why will fell... ok.. den i see him do the slope i very scared den i dint even looked... so scary lah.. ok.. den reached my hm le.. h gif me back my roller blade and i went hm...


9/11
went ferr kit xchange todae.. meet up with azimah den ltr joan.. and at yio chu kang and met up with others.. walked a long way to ncc hq and finally got my pants change.. ok.. den chat chat and we went to have our lunch at causeway point... den me and joan very bored.. so we went to mart hse!! dawn dun wanna come... ok.. den meet up with him.. and went to his hse.. HIS COUSIN VERY CUTE!! den went into his rm and his cuzzie followed.. haha.. den me joan and mart started to call his cuzzie to come to us.. den she dun even care mart!! wahaha... mart... u mus have treat her badly, if not why she dun even care u.. lol.. ok.. den started playing boardgame with joan and use the com... also played with his cute cute cuzzie... =) den mart started playing audition.. and joan is interested.. so she watched and learn.. and u can sae.. she is addicted to audition... haha.. ok.. den she play until 5 plus.. den i wanna go hm.. and she is still playing.. fine... den joan ask mart to help her fixed her blog thingy.. and it took abt 3 min.. den got ready to go hm.. and when we are abt to go hm.. HIS CUZZIE CRIED!!! they surely liked us and dun wan us to go.. =P.. haha.. but no choice.. mus go... den mart walked us down to the bus stop... and the bus came... reached hm.. and surprisingly... didnt get scoldings!!

haha.. had a very short band prac todae...


Sunday, November 05, 2006
2:08 AM

finally updating my blog...

had msn chatting with frens till 430am this morning... den have a short sleep of 2 hrs.. woke up at 7am!!! i am gonna be late ferr band!! haha.. but i am not late (eventually)... play our usual pieces... finished alpha (though it is not VERY good) and almost up to tempo... everything went quite smoothly... den pack up our our stuff and borrow instruments... walk to mrt station with xin jie and allison.. cos i need to add value to my ez link card... peilin so bad!! dun wanna go with me... den saw huiqi and the others at the mrt station... kies.. den went home to eat my lunch... den i too tired and cannot tahan... so i went to sleep after eating my lunch 2 hrs later... slept for 4 hrs =)... den woke up at 7plus... which is already dinner time.. haha... den had my dinner and watch TV... den chat on msn mart and joan and play with photoshop... decorationg my pics... XD... den go and do up my friendster profile.. though still not very nice.. haven put songs yet... den go and search for blogskin... den changing in progress.... and now!! my new blogskin!! i think is quite nice.. lucky there's no prob with it.. ytd i tried to change with another blog skin but got alot of prob.. so give up... den today one look better and easily to read the code... haha.. dun feel luk sleeping now.. nev mind.. shall stop here...

*thinking of you now___